Ugh the amazing amount of drugs that are given to people for whom they are contraindicated is mind breaking.
I was in the hospital recently for appendicitis and I told them over and over that I have a bad reaction to polyethylene glycol. It constipates me.
So what did they do? When I had ileus, and my main problem and the main thing I needed to get out of the damn hospital, was to get my bowels moving – of course they gave me drugs with polyethylene glycol in them!
So they gave me drugs, that constipated me, while telling me they were giving me the drugs to help get my bowels moving. Make it makes sense!
Ughghgh.
I invite you not to blame yourself for not thinking of researching every last thing these fools were doing – I beat myself up over it too.
The reality is: their allopathic paradigm is so preposterous, until you really encounter the total overwhelming stupidity of it, it’s hard to believe that there is a literally nothing you can trust about what they’re doing.
Now you know, so when you know better, you do better. If you ever encounter this again, I have confidence you will research every last medication they ever recommend. I know I will!
I am so sorry you had to go through that. The truth is that most doctors don’t bother to research the drugs they prescribe to their patients. But it’s not because they’re bad people. That’s what they have been taught and it is sooo deeply ingrained in their psyche, it’s really hard to make them question anything.
I am also extremely sensitive to all allopathic medications. I do not do well with them, so I avoid them like the plague.
And thank you for the invitation. I know it’s not my responsibility to know about every single side effect of drugs that people are “choosing” to receive, because they have been programmed to believe it’s their only option, but I have translated so many package inserts and clinical trials and full prescribing information documents, that I honestly feel I should have known better, and thought to look it up... If only to warn her and help her make an informed decision. So I am having a hard time letting that go.
But one thing is for sure. I will never, ever make that mistake again with anyone that comes to me for help. I definitely learned that lesson the hard way, because I do believe that the immunotherapy she received was the straw that broke the camel’s back.
I feel for you! I have confidence you will hold onto this for as long as you need to process through it, and the most important thing is giving that process all the time and space and love and compassion it deserves!
I also was really angry and upset and had a very difficult time letting go of not looking up every single single thing they gave me in the hospital because I just could not believe how stupid they could be.
I mean, I know they’re stupid! I delayed going to the hospital because I know it’s a terrible place!
But it really takes being hit in the face over and over and over by how murderously stupid they are to wake up, wake up, wake up and get it deep in the marrow of your bones that these people are brainwashed zombies!
They look like human beings on the surface, but there is something deeply wrong with them that’s so hard to accept!
I’m trying to put the blame back where it belongs, which is on them and Rockefeller and Gates and all the people who profit off of murdering human beings instead of healing them.
But it’s a process! Sending compassion and support for you in your process!
"Murderously stupid" is a very accurate description of most who work in the medical field...they are zombies, and they generally care more about their egos, their place on the medical totem pole, and their paycheck FAR MORE THAN they care about your health.
Thank you. I receive it with deep gratitude 🙏🙏🙏 💜💜💜
And yes, they are brainwashed and taken by the dark side. But there is always an element of choice. So we just need to help start bringing them back, one by one. Not only for our own sake, but for the sake of everyone who continues to blindly trust the system.
So thank you for speaking up about what many of us are seeing so clearly. This is what we can do to help break the spell that a lot of people, sadly, are still under.
I liked your post, but I'm not sure that many people who are currently working the medical field can be walked back to true caring and seeing the medical system for the corruption that it really is, at least not in NYC, where I'm at.
Unless they are new to the job, they are complicit in the corruption. They usually are also injected and with multiple boosters and that effects their brain cognition, so...we are dealing with robot-slave-zombies.
There's no coming back from that, and we need to protect ourselves from THEM, not try to "save" them if they don't show any signs that they want to be saved.
I try to not throw my energy around to people who aren't receptive enough, and I would say you went above and beyond for your friend. I would have stopped when I saw she was too encased in the propaganda paradigm (as in, Chemo is good, doctors are always good and I must "obey"....etc, etc). She may have had some kind of cognitive dissonance, but she sounds likes she definitely was too programmed, and she did not have a good death. None of which was your fault.
Yes, Joanna, I totally get what you are saying. I must confess that it also angered me when she took the “maintenance” chemo after coming back from the carcinoma en cuirasse, and I was even angrier when she started going to radiation therapy sessions without even telling me.… something I find really odd because she would always keep me posted whenever she would get tests or scans, so I would light a candle for her. She had been cancer-free for over a year by then, so I’m not really sure that she even had cancer. But that’s what the doctors said.
And even though in Mexico people are much more open to energy medicine, I don’t think she ever truly believed that what I did helped her get rid of cancer twice.
I originally wrote this piece as part of a longer post on raising awareness around shedding, but decided to make it a separate post because I have literally lost count of the people close to me (once or twice removed) who have died or have been diagnosed with cancer, and every single one of them chose to go the chemo route. And I’m talking about energy healers (three of them) and people who believe(d) in energy medicine. They still believe it’s their only option and they don’t see that chemo, not cancer, is what will most likely end up killing them. That’s how strong Big Pharma’s spell is. So I posted this as a separate post to also try to raise awareness around chemo.
Regarding the shots, I do think that some people in the medical field are slowly starting to see that something is off. My neighbor passed away about a year and a half after being diagnosed with terminal, non-operable pancreatic cancer. He was treated at Sloan, and the cancer, far from shrinking, kept growing and then spread to his liver… and his doctors kept recommending chemo, until his wife asked why they wanted him to get more chemo if it clearly wasn’t helping him… the doctors answered, “to give him hope” 🤦🏻♀️. He passed a few weeks after that. They both believed in the shots and even had their children injected with this stuff. She is a hospice worker and she works at a hospital, but after he passed, she did mention that everyone at the hospital was whispering about how many people were being diagnosed with cancer, especially younger people. So some of them are seeing this, but they’re still too afraid to speak up for fear of losing their jobs, I guess. So this post is intended for them, and for people who are not in the medical field who continue to believe that chemo is their only choice.
The problem is that the algorithm will never show these posts to the people who actually need to see them. But we have to at least give it a try.
And yeah, I’m still finding it very hard to not provide energy healing to people who choose chemo, and yet ask for my help. I try to hint at other options out of trying to honor their choices, because I don’t want to add more noise to what they are already going through. I also had cancer 18 years ago, shortly after I started practicing shamanism, and I opted for surgery (refused preventative chemo) and I wish I hadn’t, but sooo many people called me to tell me about this and that and other options, that it became overwhelming. So I don’t want to put them through that, although I know that I do have to start being more blunt about it, BEFORE they start the chemo. The problem is that most people contact me after they’ve already started chemo, so by then, telling them about all the side effects they will most likely experience is moot. What would you do in this case? Would you refuse trying to help them? Honest question. This is something I am currently struggling with the brother of a very dear friend of mine who I have been trying to help for the past year and a half, or so. He chose chemo but some of his tumors shrank (and even disappeared), surprising even his doctors, but they continued to give him chemo and they started to grow again, this time with a vengeance. They’ve now enrolled him in a clinical trial with immunotherapy (which is even worse than chemo) combined with an experimental drug 🤦🏻♀️. He didn’t get randomized to the experimental drug, but he doesn’t even want to hear what I think about the immunotherapy (after thoroughly researching it). How do I say no to him? How would you say no to him?
Thanks for your reply. Full disclosure: I've worked in oncology, and I am conventionally educated in health science. I left oncology (NOT as a MD, gratefully) after seeing people look practically dead but keep coming in for their chemo. Chemo becomes a religion for these people, and fear has a currency in this setting.
My career WAS in "health" care, and I had to abandon it because I saw how corrupt it was, and I lived in poverty for several years, doing odd jobs like bartending in a gentleman's club, all of which was more honest than our current sham health system here in NYC. So, unless I think a current medical employee is thinking of LEAVING the horror health system, I don't have sympathy for them either. They are part of the problem.
I knew not to take the shots, ESPECIALLY when they were trying to scare us into it, because I knew the "health" system lies. All the time. I also knew that cancer diagnoses would skyrocket because all of the manufacturers of the shot (Pfizer, AztraZeneca, etc, etc) are big players in the chemo game.
I have said it before on substack....if you got an active version of the shot, you are SUPPOSED to get a chronic illness, ESPECIALLY cancer. It's some warped version of vertical integration....giving the disease and providing the "cure".
As for your Questions, I guess, as a New Yorker, I have no problem being blunt. I have known many people who have been diagnosed with cancer, and, wherever they are in the medical system, even if they are taking the poison, I tell them my views. Then I leave it in their hands whether or not they want to contact me. I say chemo is toxic and deadly and if it doesn't kill you, it will AGE you (that one works more with women).
If they seem receptive, we can talk about death and how everyone dies but the difference is WHOSE death will it be...Big Pharma's OR yours?
Below is my private email if you want to contact me:
Ugh the amazing amount of drugs that are given to people for whom they are contraindicated is mind breaking.
I was in the hospital recently for appendicitis and I told them over and over that I have a bad reaction to polyethylene glycol. It constipates me.
So what did they do? When I had ileus, and my main problem and the main thing I needed to get out of the damn hospital, was to get my bowels moving – of course they gave me drugs with polyethylene glycol in them!
So they gave me drugs, that constipated me, while telling me they were giving me the drugs to help get my bowels moving. Make it makes sense!
Ughghgh.
I invite you not to blame yourself for not thinking of researching every last thing these fools were doing – I beat myself up over it too.
The reality is: their allopathic paradigm is so preposterous, until you really encounter the total overwhelming stupidity of it, it’s hard to believe that there is a literally nothing you can trust about what they’re doing.
Now you know, so when you know better, you do better. If you ever encounter this again, I have confidence you will research every last medication they ever recommend. I know I will!
I am so sorry you had to go through that. The truth is that most doctors don’t bother to research the drugs they prescribe to their patients. But it’s not because they’re bad people. That’s what they have been taught and it is sooo deeply ingrained in their psyche, it’s really hard to make them question anything.
I am also extremely sensitive to all allopathic medications. I do not do well with them, so I avoid them like the plague.
And thank you for the invitation. I know it’s not my responsibility to know about every single side effect of drugs that people are “choosing” to receive, because they have been programmed to believe it’s their only option, but I have translated so many package inserts and clinical trials and full prescribing information documents, that I honestly feel I should have known better, and thought to look it up... If only to warn her and help her make an informed decision. So I am having a hard time letting that go.
But one thing is for sure. I will never, ever make that mistake again with anyone that comes to me for help. I definitely learned that lesson the hard way, because I do believe that the immunotherapy she received was the straw that broke the camel’s back.
I feel for you! I have confidence you will hold onto this for as long as you need to process through it, and the most important thing is giving that process all the time and space and love and compassion it deserves!
I also was really angry and upset and had a very difficult time letting go of not looking up every single single thing they gave me in the hospital because I just could not believe how stupid they could be.
I mean, I know they’re stupid! I delayed going to the hospital because I know it’s a terrible place!
But it really takes being hit in the face over and over and over by how murderously stupid they are to wake up, wake up, wake up and get it deep in the marrow of your bones that these people are brainwashed zombies!
They look like human beings on the surface, but there is something deeply wrong with them that’s so hard to accept!
I’m trying to put the blame back where it belongs, which is on them and Rockefeller and Gates and all the people who profit off of murdering human beings instead of healing them.
But it’s a process! Sending compassion and support for you in your process!
Hi Melissa,
"Murderously stupid" is a very accurate description of most who work in the medical field...they are zombies, and they generally care more about their egos, their place on the medical totem pole, and their paycheck FAR MORE THAN they care about your health.
Thank you. I receive it with deep gratitude 🙏🙏🙏 💜💜💜
And yes, they are brainwashed and taken by the dark side. But there is always an element of choice. So we just need to help start bringing them back, one by one. Not only for our own sake, but for the sake of everyone who continues to blindly trust the system.
So thank you for speaking up about what many of us are seeing so clearly. This is what we can do to help break the spell that a lot of people, sadly, are still under.
Sending love to you as well 💜🌟🙏
Hi Apapach-Arte,
I liked your post, but I'm not sure that many people who are currently working the medical field can be walked back to true caring and seeing the medical system for the corruption that it really is, at least not in NYC, where I'm at.
Unless they are new to the job, they are complicit in the corruption. They usually are also injected and with multiple boosters and that effects their brain cognition, so...we are dealing with robot-slave-zombies.
There's no coming back from that, and we need to protect ourselves from THEM, not try to "save" them if they don't show any signs that they want to be saved.
I try to not throw my energy around to people who aren't receptive enough, and I would say you went above and beyond for your friend. I would have stopped when I saw she was too encased in the propaganda paradigm (as in, Chemo is good, doctors are always good and I must "obey"....etc, etc). She may have had some kind of cognitive dissonance, but she sounds likes she definitely was too programmed, and she did not have a good death. None of which was your fault.
Yes, Joanna, I totally get what you are saying. I must confess that it also angered me when she took the “maintenance” chemo after coming back from the carcinoma en cuirasse, and I was even angrier when she started going to radiation therapy sessions without even telling me.… something I find really odd because she would always keep me posted whenever she would get tests or scans, so I would light a candle for her. She had been cancer-free for over a year by then, so I’m not really sure that she even had cancer. But that’s what the doctors said.
And even though in Mexico people are much more open to energy medicine, I don’t think she ever truly believed that what I did helped her get rid of cancer twice.
I originally wrote this piece as part of a longer post on raising awareness around shedding, but decided to make it a separate post because I have literally lost count of the people close to me (once or twice removed) who have died or have been diagnosed with cancer, and every single one of them chose to go the chemo route. And I’m talking about energy healers (three of them) and people who believe(d) in energy medicine. They still believe it’s their only option and they don’t see that chemo, not cancer, is what will most likely end up killing them. That’s how strong Big Pharma’s spell is. So I posted this as a separate post to also try to raise awareness around chemo.
Regarding the shots, I do think that some people in the medical field are slowly starting to see that something is off. My neighbor passed away about a year and a half after being diagnosed with terminal, non-operable pancreatic cancer. He was treated at Sloan, and the cancer, far from shrinking, kept growing and then spread to his liver… and his doctors kept recommending chemo, until his wife asked why they wanted him to get more chemo if it clearly wasn’t helping him… the doctors answered, “to give him hope” 🤦🏻♀️. He passed a few weeks after that. They both believed in the shots and even had their children injected with this stuff. She is a hospice worker and she works at a hospital, but after he passed, she did mention that everyone at the hospital was whispering about how many people were being diagnosed with cancer, especially younger people. So some of them are seeing this, but they’re still too afraid to speak up for fear of losing their jobs, I guess. So this post is intended for them, and for people who are not in the medical field who continue to believe that chemo is their only choice.
The problem is that the algorithm will never show these posts to the people who actually need to see them. But we have to at least give it a try.
And yeah, I’m still finding it very hard to not provide energy healing to people who choose chemo, and yet ask for my help. I try to hint at other options out of trying to honor their choices, because I don’t want to add more noise to what they are already going through. I also had cancer 18 years ago, shortly after I started practicing shamanism, and I opted for surgery (refused preventative chemo) and I wish I hadn’t, but sooo many people called me to tell me about this and that and other options, that it became overwhelming. So I don’t want to put them through that, although I know that I do have to start being more blunt about it, BEFORE they start the chemo. The problem is that most people contact me after they’ve already started chemo, so by then, telling them about all the side effects they will most likely experience is moot. What would you do in this case? Would you refuse trying to help them? Honest question. This is something I am currently struggling with the brother of a very dear friend of mine who I have been trying to help for the past year and a half, or so. He chose chemo but some of his tumors shrank (and even disappeared), surprising even his doctors, but they continued to give him chemo and they started to grow again, this time with a vengeance. They’ve now enrolled him in a clinical trial with immunotherapy (which is even worse than chemo) combined with an experimental drug 🤦🏻♀️. He didn’t get randomized to the experimental drug, but he doesn’t even want to hear what I think about the immunotherapy (after thoroughly researching it). How do I say no to him? How would you say no to him?
Hi Apapach-Arte,
Thanks for your reply. Full disclosure: I've worked in oncology, and I am conventionally educated in health science. I left oncology (NOT as a MD, gratefully) after seeing people look practically dead but keep coming in for their chemo. Chemo becomes a religion for these people, and fear has a currency in this setting.
My career WAS in "health" care, and I had to abandon it because I saw how corrupt it was, and I lived in poverty for several years, doing odd jobs like bartending in a gentleman's club, all of which was more honest than our current sham health system here in NYC. So, unless I think a current medical employee is thinking of LEAVING the horror health system, I don't have sympathy for them either. They are part of the problem.
I knew not to take the shots, ESPECIALLY when they were trying to scare us into it, because I knew the "health" system lies. All the time. I also knew that cancer diagnoses would skyrocket because all of the manufacturers of the shot (Pfizer, AztraZeneca, etc, etc) are big players in the chemo game.
I have said it before on substack....if you got an active version of the shot, you are SUPPOSED to get a chronic illness, ESPECIALLY cancer. It's some warped version of vertical integration....giving the disease and providing the "cure".
As for your Questions, I guess, as a New Yorker, I have no problem being blunt. I have known many people who have been diagnosed with cancer, and, wherever they are in the medical system, even if they are taking the poison, I tell them my views. Then I leave it in their hands whether or not they want to contact me. I say chemo is toxic and deadly and if it doesn't kill you, it will AGE you (that one works more with women).
If they seem receptive, we can talk about death and how everyone dies but the difference is WHOSE death will it be...Big Pharma's OR yours?
Below is my private email if you want to contact me:
joannavitalhealth@protonmail.com
This was heartbreaking but yes, healing I am sure. Thank you for sharing.
Thank you for reading 🙏💜